&& we're only human >> savannah davies

[savannah davies.]

OOC:

Alias:Tippy
Age:[optional]17
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RP sample:

mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?

Her eye were dark in all their hazel glory. Strength, empowerment, victory, they were all words emblazoned across her reputation as Slytherin's only true daughter... She was everything most people would wish to be, she was beautiful and successful and strong. She had this somethign about her presence that said she could manipulate others without having to move a muscle. It was all in her character, Dakota Rosalie Myriad. She was the one others strived to become but never quite managed to reach. This was as she was, the Kota they saw.

She wore a pair of jeans with cargo pockets. Her striped black and gray shirt was simple, three-quarter length sleeves and a crew neck. Her black ballet flat were simple but told all those around her that wished not to go trampsing through the snow that day unless it was for something important. She also wore a scarf, black with a light fringe. Her makeup was done, as it usually was, in dark black eye liner and mascara over a light gray eye shadow. Her lips were curved down in the smallest of frowns, the one that expressed slight pain, mild dismay, hardships coming to a cruel realization, a bit like watching that train crash you never wanted to see.

The room had turned into the place she felt it needed to be. The mirrors covered each wall of the circular room. The domed ceiling showed stars glimmering in the dark skies above. The transparency was simplistic and beautiful. Music played from corner that Kota wasn't sure existed. It was classical, mised with a variety of different sounds expressing her deepest thoughts. The marble floors sounded distant as she walked across them.

Her thoughts squandered over everythign from what a horrible person she was to how much she was hurtign papa by being who she was. She had everything and nothing at the exact same time. She was ashamed of herself, being who she was. She also refused to open up. How on earth could anyone understand her, they simply wouldn't. Kota would rather have been written off as awful than open up and say why she was the way she was.

She reached into the thick of her jeans pocket and pulled a a tube of lip stick, bright red. It was that daring shade of red that only a woman as confident as her could wear just any old day. She snapped off the lid and dropped it to the marble floors with a light click. She spun the tube up to reveal the stick of red. Her eyes glimmered harshly and her lips curled into a taunting, ponderous yet, mean smile. She stepped forward, til she came to the nearest mirror. Upon the shiny surface, she wrote, in her dainty cursive hand:

I'm a horrible person!

Next to her text, she drew a swirling heart. She took the lip stick to a clean spot just down a bit and had it again:

I've hurt them all so much and I know they'd never forgive me. I wouldn't forgive myself either...

Was her next bit. No oen would believe this was the helpless, vulnerable Dakota that they'd never met before... No, she was supposed to be heartless, icy, cruel. Kota only felt horrible for everything. Who she was, who she'd been, who she'd become. It was so set in stone and there wasn't a thing she could do about it.

Hoggy Warty Hogwarts

The above thread is mine from a different site. I play a character named Dakota on a Harry Potter site that I created. Enjoy.

Basics:

Full Name:Savannah Rose Davies
Nickname:Van, Vannah
Age:17
Birthday:July 27th
Grade: [if a student]12th/Senior
Occupation:Night Lights Cinema-Projector runner, popcorn maker, classic movie extrodanaire!
Martial Status:Single
Orientation:Straight

Personality:

General Description:
Likes:
[x]Friends
[x]Family
[x]Love
[x]Classic movies
[x]Cotton candy
[x]Coffee
[x]Surfing
[x]Dancing
[x]Photography
[x]Journalism
[x]Disco
[x]Parties
[x]Popcorn
[x]Freedom
[x]Independence
[x]Driving
[x]Being protected
[x]Cell phones
[x]Hugs
[x]Kisses
[x]Feeling safe
[x]Feeling wanted
[x]Feeling happy
Dislikes:
[x]Fear
[x]Spiders
[x]Snakes
[x]Death
[x]Loss
[x]Being unhappy
[x]Watching those around me be hurt
Hobbies:
[x]Taking photos
[x]Going for walks
[x]Dancing
[x]Going for runs on the school track
[x]Writing for Tracks
[x]Going to school events
[x]Partying
[x]Just having some fun
Goals:
[x]To write for a major paper
[x]To do something my parents would've been proud of me for

Appearance:

Celebrity:Kristin Bell
Picture:

Clothing Style:
What is the appearance of the girl who wears anything? Well, Van's general style is mostly based around comfort. She loves to wear pants or jeans or shorts. Sometimes, she'll wear a dress or skirt. She likes fun and vibrant colors, stripes, plaid, checkers, and designs. Polka dots are her forte. She's addicted to her Converse tennis shoes, her Vans, her Keds, and her many different flip-flops and flats. Her makeup is usually done more simply with lighter colors and eyeliner. She dresses where her heart takes her. Some dyas, her heart takes her to a tutu and tennis shoes. Other days, she's drawn to a pair of shot and soem flip-flops. Tank tops are her love and t-shirts are her daily addiction. That's Savannah for you.

History:

Parents:
Jacob Davies-Father, deceased.
Koley Davies-Mother, deceased.
Siblings:
Alexander Davies-Twin brother, 17, male, Senior.
Pets: Lizzy-A huge yellow lab she and Alex take care of. They found her when she was a puppy and have kept her ever since.
Cousins:Unknown
Other Relatives:
Jackie Tennison-Honarary sister growing up.
Tally & Kaylee Tennison-The Tennison twins were foster sisters.
Birthplace:Harper Valley, California.
History Bio:
&& she hides her story behind her very own pages...

Harper Valley! Everything about this place booms with the life I live. I mean, even reflecting as far back as when my parents were alive, it was still so alive with life and color and... And drama. That's right, my biological parents, Jacob and Koley, died when Alex and I were only three years old, but even back then there was drama. Maybe it even dates back to the very moment we were conceived. How do I know? One of the only things I own to remember my mother by, is a box full of about ten journals and ten photo albums which tracked her entire life. Alex always tells me, that's why I want to be a journalist, because if Mom was still alive, she'd be one.

So, that first moment, the days when I first started reading. I remember it so clearly. See, that was when we'd started living with the Tennisons. They were our foster family. Jackie was our best friend. I was sitting in Jac's room reading Mom's old journals. Hers dated back to high school when she first fell in 'love' with Jacob Davies. That was back when she was still Koley Kay. Yeah, she was glad when she married. It was a regular drama back then too. Small towns only make for big trouble.

Jake and Kole were high school sweethearts, the kind who kissed on the town bridge at midnight when the moon was their only light home. He gave her his varsity jacket and senior ring. She gave him her heart and the 'biggest' gift a girl had to offer. Yeah, unfortunately, her biggest gift, resulted in twins. Yup, at seventeen, Koley was pregnant with twins. A boy and a girl. Alex and I never knew that our parents were so young when Mom gave birth until I read that journal.

So, they had us and thought life would be okay. Jake had a good, stable job down at the garage and Koley was working nights at the diner. She even worked pregnant. Koley was a hard worker. She'd had a really hard life before Jacob so, she honestly dedicated herself to her family.

What happened to them then? How'd they end up far away from our lives? It all happened while they were both so young. Koley had really bad depression. How could she not with all the troubles her life had dropped at her door-step for free? When Alex and I were only two, she killed herself. How? Why? What?! Koley hung herself from the second story window of our apartment complex. Yeah, the sad part, Alex and I were palying outside when it happened. Jake was so upset by it. It's hard to even describe.

Without Koley, he didn't even know what to do anymore. They'd been together since they were fourteen and she was his life. He didn't know how to raise two little kids. He took to drinking, a lot. He was sent away by our third birthday. Alex and I could hardly know what was happening at the time, but now we know the truth. The truth isn't exactly pretty in Harper Valley.

So, from ages three to sixteen, we lived with the Tennison family. They weren't that well off. The Tennisons were in financial jams every other day with three daughters of their own and then Alex and I. They were just a good-hearted family.

My entire youth is scattered with wonderful memories because of the Tennison lot. There were those long days spent at the public park with Jackie adn Alex. The "T" twins spent a lot of time at home or off together. Jac was Alex's best friend though so, I spent most of my time with them. Alex would play a lot of basketball and Jackie would challenge him at hoops for fun. I'd just sit and take photos with dad's old camera. I took a lot of photos. Mrs. Tennison helped me get a job when I was onyl ten so I could afford to get film and develope my pictures. She always believed in me, she told me I could do anything with my life. It wasn't until I was odler that all along, the Tennisons only took us in because they felt sorry for us. That's right, a family that had so little took us in with sympathy and warm hearts. There may be drama, but there are also good people in Harper Valley.

At least, I always thought there were good people. Here's the bigger picture...

I'd known Matt and Holly ever sicne Matt and I were in first grade. He and I were in the same grade and Holly was a year below us. Any moment I didn't spend with Alex and Jacki, I spent with Matt and Holly. Our friendship wasn't strained until middle and high school. That was when I dated Matt. Yeah, the silliest decision of my life, dating Matthew Fayde. Why'd it end after a few monthes? Alec Hart of course! I'd always had a crush on Alec, I still have a crush on Alec!

How'd it all fit together? Matt held a grudge. There was soem odd tension that neither of us could explain for a while. The tension seemingly disappeared when Matt started dating Holly. I was genuinely happy for them, they were similar in mellow temperments. How could I not think they fit well together? Well, I could not think as soon as Matt started building a horrible relationship with me.

The story of Matthew Fayde is one I regret more than any other. It's one that I can never forget and constantly wish I could. It is the only story that I guard with my life because, if anyone found out, Matthew would have to leave Harper Valley for good and Holly would be completely broken over it all. The story of Matthew Fayde is one that, if found out, would result in my brother Alex killing Matt. This is the story of Matthew Fayde.

He and Holly had been dating for at least a month or two and I was happily watching from the sidelines. I'd been spending more and more time with Alex and Jackie because I didn't want to disturb Matt and Holly. It was starting to seem strange though. I'd oftne go to Matt's and spend the afternoon just hanging out and talkign or whatever, but I hadn't in weeks up until that point. He called me and said he really needed someone to talk to one night around eight thirty though. So, naturally, I pulled on a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt and walked the few blocks over to Matt's. I walked in and the entire apartment looked awful. I called out for Matt and he didn't answer. So, I walked into his room to find him and he was standing leaned over his dresser with a bottle in his hand.

It was like some demented movie, the way it flashed in images all together. One moment, he was across the room looking like nuts, the next, his fist was jamming itself into my stomach. A blow to the face and I was so dizzy that I didn't know what to do. Matt was beating me. I didn't even know why. I can only remember him hitting me until I nearly passed out. The blows continued until I thought I'd onyl wanted to die. Then, Matt did the strangest thing I'd ever seen him do in my life, he fell to his knees and began sobbing. That's right, the almost grown man was at his knees sobbing after he'd just beaten me to the pulp. I threw up on his carpet and then started to black out. When I woke up, he was there, holding the ice pack to my face and lookign terrified. It'd only taken him a while to sober over. He'd said almost a thousadn times over that he felt horrible about it. He'd gotten into his first fight with Holly and had gotten drunk. He didn't even remember calling me, just that when he'd finally coem to his senses, I was passed out on his floor. What was I supposed to do? I told Alex that I'd gotten jumped in an alley. I told Holly that I didn't know why Matt was acting so strange. It was the hardest thing I'd ever encountered in my life yet. Little did I know, that path would only become rougher.

Matt avoided me for an entire month with random busy excuses. I thought it was because he felt bad, but then I realized that it was for other reasons. After the month of avoidance, he'd begun hanging around me again, but with new intentions. He would act normal around Holly or in any other public place. It only took one other beating at his house for me to say I'd never come over again. It had started getting even worse than that though, he'd begun seeking me out. He'd wait for me after school when I'd leave track meets. It wasn't until he began showing up at my workplace so he could abuse me in the projector room of the movie theater that i began thinking I'd need to pull in real help even if that meant hurting Holly beyond belief. Then, something terrible happened. That terrible moment stays with me to this very day.

I was leaving a school newspaper meeting late one night. I'd stayed in to do some final editting for a big anniversary issue. I was walking out into the dark parking lot as the evening fog had begun to settle. I didn't even see it coming when Matt pulled me into my own car. I remember him slipping somethign down my throat, liquid. The drug was effective enough to get me out in enough time for him to rape me and beat me for the last time.

See, Matt had left upon entrance of one of the most important people in my life. Charlie Haleck had come out into the parking lot late that night after she'd done a cheerleading practice. I can still remember her knocking on the windows. Matt had split as soon as he'd realized there was someone else out at that lot that time of night. Charlie asked me if I'd spent soem time with Alec in that lot that night. Once she saw how bad of a shape I was in, she brought me to her hosue and took care of me. She saved me. I have to say, Charlie's like an angel she is. She doesn't even know when she's saving lives.

When I finally came to, I broke down and told her everything. Charlie promised to keep every secret i trusted her with. She also promised to help protect me from Matt. To this day, I spend time with her to stay away from Matt. Holly still doesn't know any of the events which have occurred, but Charlie keeps telling me to tell her. She also wants me to tell Alex so that he won't have to worry when I continually don't end up home or do covered in bruises and sometimes burns.

So, I'm a senior at Harper Valley High School and I spend my life living day by day. Some of those days are spent taking photos for the school newspaper Tracks while others are spent running the track in some desperate hope to erase the events which have occurred. I spend a lot of time down at the basketball courts, watching Alex play neighborhood rivals and Jackie finish her homework at the bench. I go for a lot of walks by myself in places where I feel safest. I keep a lot of secrets. I live and I love my life because I've come to close to losing it not to. My name is Savannah Davies and I'm here to embrace each moment as it comes. Will you embrace it with me? Welcome to Harper Valley. Never forget to embrace.
-Savannah Rose Davies

Other:

What do you think of the site?:Oh, it's the most amazing thing since sliced bread[yeah, totally not biased ]
Do you play more than one character?:Yeah, I'm making Matt and Charlie's charras later<3
Any suggestions?:Oh yeah, fix everything, jk. I know what I need to do, it's my site, lol.

[savannah davies.]

A C C E P T E D. For Me<3.